The story about how I went from terrified to exorcist thanks to the crystals and to San Miguel Arcángel.

I always lived in fear even though he apparently saw me as an ordinary person. Being an adult woman, I couldn't sleep alone. I tried many sleep products but was unable to close my eyes, I felt that doing something would attack me. When I say something I do not mean a person, rather something "supernatural", a spirit, an entity. As an adult I had the same fears of some children, to lower the feet of the bed, to sleep with the closet open, to sleep with the light off. Many people watch horror movies and make fun, they think that everything is a lie and that none of that really happens but what they don't know is that what they see has really happened to some people. I was born in a family of mediums, both from father and mother, my family has abilities to feel and be contacted by disembodied beings and other entities.

Before the age of 10 I had already heard my uncles talk about the sessions where my maternal great grandmother in which one of the cousins had been possessed, levitated, self-injured and spoke in a throaty voice . It had been part of a spiritualist session in which my father's cousins ​​as mediums lent their bodies to receive spirits that gave us information about who we had been in past lives. And also on a family walk in which more than 30 relatives slept in a large enclosure I witnessed how a spirit went from one aunt to the other and when he tried to enter my mother's body my whole body was shaking, it was a from my first experiences of intense fear. Since then my father taught us to make some mudras to protect ourselves and not be possessed.

Since I was little I could feel them and sometimes see them. When I watched horror movies, everything increased and when I had to go to the amphitheater while I was in college studying Psychology, it was one of the scariest experiences of my life . Not only could I feel all the anguish, the fear that was in that room but also from that moment I felt that I was carrying something with me, I was unable to turn back, it was as if I had it stuck to my back. Fortunately, my father is a homeopath and gave us some remedies so that we could not perceive what was around us. This did not happen only to me, it also happened to all my brothers but especially the minor who received attacks worthy of a horror movie. We felt the need to sleep accompanied, although I went to college I still slept with one of my sisters, I had my own room but I took them out of their bed so they slept with me. However, I did not feel totally calm, I woke up at night several times, before any sound or movement.

From the age of 12 I felt very attracted to crystals, in the 80s there was a boom in quartz and it was very easy to get them. I loved them, I always wanted to have some with me and so I started making jewelry with them. I remember that in a world-wide meeting of the new era that my parents attended in Palmira, I met a Peruvian woman who had the most beautiful earrings I had ever seen, they were silver and had two Lapis Lazuli tears. She saw my fascination and gave them to me. I was still a child and wore huge earrings that caught everyone's attention. She was small but had a lot of information about crystals, knew how to recognize them easily and linked them with the signs of the zodiac and astrology but without going beyond.

My adolescence passed between yoga practices, astrology courses, Freudian psychoanalysis, the love of sports and the passion for music, art and crystals . During college I totally walked away from everything. Then came the marriage, motherhood, my post degree and all my attention focused on the neuropsychology, learning problems and work in the school that my family had founded to help children who did not adapt to traditional education. And so it continued until 2008 when working at a university I found myself on the Internet with a page where they talked about crystals and I was attracted to Black Tourmaline. I didn't know how to use it and how they said it was used to absorb electronegativity I put it on my computer. Unfortunately a few days later my boss changed radically with me, he became very aggressive and finally stopped working there. This caused me to become a little apprehensive with the use of crystals and I moved away again until about 4 years ago when my sister at Christmas gave me an Amethyst bracelet.

I connected again and started studying them, collecting them and carrying them. Last year after doing regressive therapy for several years and taking a more intense job with the crystals, I felt that I needed a sabbatical year, to get away from the material; I wanted a simpler but more spiritual life, I felt that I no longer had attachments, to anything or anyone. I quit my job and at home I dedicated myself to study more about crystals and alternative therapies, I repainted and I focused on being more disciplined with the practice of yoga and Meditation Of course, he needed an economic support, so in the afternoon he went to therapies for children with learning disabilities.

Contrary to what I expected was a very hard year. My anxiety went off, I had obsessive thoughts related to the disembodied and I became ultrasensitive to the energies. In my solar plexus I could intensely feel the energy of others both "good and bad." My heart chakra began to identify people with special qualities and palpitations shot at me every time I approached someone with "gifts." Only after a while did I realize that these palpitations were not anxiety. At this time he used Agates of all colors and Amethysts as permanent jewels. I was absolutely gone from the earthly, totally absorbed in the mental world which disconnected me more and more from real life. I got hooked on reading THE BEING ONE and I could understand life from a point of view that fit perfectly with the training I received at home.

The fear became increasingly unbearable, at night I could not close my eyes, I spent 7 months, loss, trying to find the way and everything worsened the day when moved by something that was inside of me I tried to throw myself out of the room floor of the house where I lived, with such good luck that I stumbled on the stairs and my husband managed to hold me. That was how I got closer to San Miguel Arcángel and I found a way to find protection from the beings of light. More from a metaphysical than religious point of view because I do not consider myself part of any religion but I believe in the creator all powerful of everything that exists in the universe and in its energy of light and love.

My very scared father asked me to take off all the crystals, he gave me homeopathy again and made me promise that he would stop the regressive therapy. I did so because I just wanted to have a quiet life, feel myself and be able to sleep. I found a meditation called "Meditation to request protection of the entire planetary hierarchy" I began to listen to it daily and I felt calmer. That led me to the "Co-Creation Prayer" which began to change my thinking scheme. I started drinking aromatic ginger, honey and cinnamon every night and finally went back to sleep.

I felt interest in jewelry again, so I traveled to a family member who was dedicated to that and taught me how to make silver rings. He made me one that became my protection talisman, with him I felt safer. I also started using an Onyx bracelet. Later a Black Tourmaline came into my life again and I connected with her deeply, from the beginning I knew that I was in my life to protect myself. And so one thing was leading to another, I went deeper and deeper into the subject of crystals and in parallel life gave me more information about San Miguel Arcángel. I found comfort and tranquility in him. The first time I did his meditation I felt love in every pore of my body and I cried nonstop but not of sadness, I cried of love, I never felt so much love in my life. I will discover his strength, his light and his power to combat the forces of darkness, so I will cling to him as much as to the black stones. I found a way to feel calm and protected, day and night. I shared my experience with other people who suffered the same as I had gone through and even worse and thus went from being a person dominated by the fear of becoming an exorcist. I understood that the sensitivity that life had had given it to me to help others.

Author: Editor for the Great White Brotherhood, Diana Marcela Carvajal D.