I feel my body swollen, in my stomach upset.
My walk is slow with little agility; I can't concentrate on any activity.
My mind is restless, my mood is not the best, I get irritated easily.
Suddenly I am very sensitive and everything causes me to cry.
I ask my guides for guidance to understand this state of anxiety.
To my angels vision to not react, because the dearest begin to bother, wondering the reason for my insecurity.
A swirl of emotions springs from my soul without being able to control it.
Then I ask the Mother to reveal to me the meaning of so much discomfort.
Wisely, Mother takes me by the hand and takes a walk.
And it reveals to me the secret of my state of anxiety.
We get confused in one being on the way inside.
On a crying journey through his muddy veins he could see his pain.
And feel how it harbors anguish for so many years of exploitation.
As a loving Mother, she showed me her lesson:
“My dear, I am pregnant. From my entrails a new being is about to sprout.
A new land will emerge that hope will bring. And as you and I are one, make sense of my activity.
Don't be sad or have any fear. What you have felt are the contractions of this divine gestation.
Talk to your sisters, weave blankets of love for this restless Mother who doesn't want to cause pain.
I ask you to be patient and give me your blessing.
Keep your faith firm and celebrate this grace with me. Well, when the time comes they will be rewarded.
A new home awaits them, they are on their way home. ”
Now that I understand my state, I can only say Thank you, Mother, beloved for showing me this teaching patient.
I promise to take care of you and love you and transmit my grace to my sisters.
So that together we weave bonds of love and hope for the new expected land.
