We are the total sum of many lives and multiple existences in many dimensions and lives on different evolutionary scales ... consequently, we are not really what we live here on this planet because we have plunged into a deep dream Forget about oblivion, and then, often, we remain asleep on our path throughout life and believe the lies we are programmed to believe.

Nowhere is this more true than in the spheres of Love.

Deep within us there is a hope of finding someone who loves us simply as we are. Fantasies often develop around the concept of what life is reflecting back to us. This could be in the form of Knights in shining armor who make us lose our minds and fall in love ... they could be the eternal love stories of Cleopatra and Antonio - it could be the endless search for the kingdoms of the Gods and Goddesses of Love, whose eternal happiness becomes the essence of Nirvana itself ...

What one really looks for is that which fills us from deep within us ... fills the yearning, the emptiness ...

Only, in essence, we are never told the truth - yet; If we really look and are willing to find the truth, she will find us at the end. For the old equation of "as above = below" is, in essence, one of the most vital keys to our understanding. The deeper we join in our inner realms and that of eternal infinity, which is that of our own Self and Almic Group, the more we discover the infinite possibilities of Love - deep within us.

Love is essentially a higher frequency band and is reflected in the vortex of energy brought by the Divine Feminine. It is the magnetic current, which is the Life Force itself. It is no accident that the highest frequency sites in the world and the pyramids all operate with this same energy, because in essence it is the same.

The Ancients have left keys to our surroundings and are incorporated into the Flower of Life, they are in "cadeus" because they are in the symbol of the Tree of Life.

They all show us the keys to find the essence, the Holy Grail and the Holy Life Force itself. And yet, in order to find the Grail one must first embark on the path of discovery, and that path of discovery is, in essence, the search for the MEANING .

However, Love and meaning go hand in hand, and therefore, the energy of Love, in essence, is what keeps us going, which keeps the flame of hope alive, and above all, in our Darkest times of Being, Love is what leads us to Home.

In his book "The Search For Meaning", Dr. Victor Frankl tells us about his experiences in one of the Nazi concentration camps - where they were totally stripped - were stripped of all their clothes, lost all their belongings. In this he asks himself what helped human beings survive the ends of the gas chambers, or being totally stripped, of all their humanity, and then being able to survive.

He found that those who survived had a cause, a higher meaning, a REASON higher than the total sum of themselves to cling to, and a vision or a quest GREATER than the total sum of themselves.

I remember reading this a few years ago and then asking myself: what gave my life this meaning, this vision, this question, “something greater than the total sum of myself?

This, in itself, has become my trajectory of discovery in recent years, the highest meaning of life - itself.

For the true highest meaning, the true Love, the true inner search begins from very deep ... it cannot begin abroad, for other people will always have their own agendas and ideas about who and what they should be.

Sometimes, when we love someone (and women especially tend to do this), we give up a part of ourselves in order to please the person you love. I have heard so many stories in my life from people who gave up close friendships, etc. in order to become totally the life of the other. One day, when the couple gets out of their lives, or dies, they no longer have any remaining life support ... which means that when the couple leaves their lives and their confidants have disappeared, that ability to live in integrity with them themselves has somehow gone ..

(This does not mean in any way that one should not have an intimate relationship, or enjoy it ... Rather, that one should never exclude everyone else and the inner search for meaning - because you began to live a life to please another and they lost themselves in the process).

Essentially Love and everything in life is a vast field of energy that begins within our own heart and our own physical body, our Being, our emotional, mental and spiritual bodies, but above all, begins by connecting with that something GREATER than the total sum of ourselves, from deep inside.

The Tree of Life, the source of all knowledge and wisdom, and the search for the Grail, everything lives there, very deep inside ... The vortex of energy and its keys and central codes, all lie encoded inside us too ... So It is how we were created - for in essence we carry the SEED of Life, like the TREE OF LIFE deep within us.

Some people always look for SOMEONE to make her happy or to happen SOMETHING that brings her happiness. Finally he finds someone, and realizes that it's not just about smelling the roses, and often feeling disappointed or that his bubble has burst at some point coming to the surface. It's the same with things - when he finally lives in his dream home, he finds that the deep emptiness inside him has not been filled so the search for the next thing begins, and the next to make her happy.

The search for meaning is essentially something that begins with a very simple question, and that question is: “why? Why am I here on this planet at this time? What did my Being come to do, to be, to become? What is the unique contribution of my Being to life on this planet? What does my life MEAN?

Their search for Being, their call for Being, will always be GREATER than the total sum of themselves. It's like that invisible force that keeps its fires burning when the rest of the world is trying to extinguish it.

It is like a weak mother who suddenly finds the strength to lift a car from her child - at that moment the child's life becomes more important to her than anything else, and at that moment she accesses something deep inside that is GREATER that the total sum of their own limited beliefs about their strength and their own strength.

When you have this internal search, everything else is left aside: relationships, jobs, those things that ... you simply KNOW that this is what you are looking for!

The Knight goes in search of the Grail. He leaves everything behind and travels to the unknown, the undocumented, the dangers, the adventures that will prove his inner strength and his endurance ... which will put him through severe initiations and tests, and yet this search for meaning - is what which helps him to survive and not give up until he finds the Grail, and then turning the GRAIL LIVING. There lies the crucial point. The trajectory, the search, is nothing more than that which leads us to find that internal energy vortex, that higher state of BEING, that state of existence, of FLOW, and then WE HARMONIZE US BECOMING ONE with him. This is what elevates us to the highest levels of consciousness, to the state of being able to experience the occurrence of miracles. It is the state where one can operate at a multidimensional level and where the mundane becomes magical, the charming and the extraordinary.

The sorcerer's learning was, in essence, the learning of going on the SEARCH, the GRAIL, the ALQUIMIA of the Tree of Life itself, the Flower of Life, and then BECOMING THIS.

In this lie the keys and codes.

Only the SEARCH returns and when the search becomes us; We ARE what we were looking for all the time because when we LIVE in the highest purpose and meaning, WE ARE WHAT GIVES MEANING AND PURPOSE to all other life and ways of life .

This is the central key.

Source: http://judithkusel.wordpress.com/2013/10/12/the-sorcerers-apprenticeship-the-quest-for-meaning/#comments

The Search for the Holy Grail, by Judith Kusel