I am surprised by the power of Beings.
When they lowered my desire for beer, I was surprised, and now, that I have lowered my sexual desire ... I am left ... speechless.
And I analyze the situation: A. Many times I have said "Thy will be done" B. If the energy of kundalini does not ascend to the head there is no ascension.
What I observe ... is that I do not control myself in sexual desire: I did not decide to be asexual, it is something that happened, happens. Still being a person with a good dose of sexuality in the head. Then I see that They have pushed me a button, like when I get under the uncontrollable desire to have a beer after 7 pm or 8 pm.
They do it when they want ... or when it's convenient: now is the time; And they have done it.
I see women on television ... Beautiful! Wow! What women! ... and with such ideas in my head I always did the same ... not now.
I don't know ... it's weird ... I know I don't have to do it ... it doesn't suit me ... and there's a ... containment ... or something that is missing to be able to do it, and like that part that was driving me to do it is not: I don't.
Is rare. And what I am writing is the only analysis I can do since I am ... with my other self ... ha; and nobody else, living this situation.
Sorry for so many ellipses, and I clarify: I don't use them mostly with a double meaning, I put them when I think; and only sometimes it is to suggest something.
With my partner it happens the same as with the ladies of the TV ... nothing happens ... it is very rare; this was on the rise for ... I don't know ... one year; no idea.
And now it is accentuated to the point that she notices ... hahaha ... because: What's wrong with me? I'm fine? (asks me ... ha)
Yes ... I'm fine ... I don't know what's wrong with me ...
But we both know that Kundalini's energy has to rise, then it leaves me; There is no problem.
And there never was from his part ... ha, (now it is a suggestion). They've put me a pretty asexual lady on the road. I say they have already given me that something of a surprise has to exist ... (it was convenient that I did not know, or did not remember ... with whom I got) but: if I had chosen it consciously I would not have grace.
Sign the contract and I did not read the fine print ... nobody read it ... right? That is the problem of humans ... we did not read the fine print before incarnating ... We all said up there: "Yes I want to evolve and overcome myself ..." hahaha. And we put the hook, the signature ... ha.
And the Beings insist that we knew it, we knew ... in general terms ... ha. Yes ... the contract said: "You will evolve if you sign here." And the rest were 3000 pages that nobody read.
Well, the point is that by saying "Thy will be done" and many other wishes and requests ... They write down ... and now, they acted.
One day someone told me: "Eye, with what you ask, because they give it to you"
I will never forget that phrase, and with the conviction that said it: the conviction of someone who knows from personal experience.
Now I see it, They act.
I do not complain ... and is that pressing that key, the situation is not that "I want and I can not." The situation is: I look, I like it, but my sexuality is absent ... it doesn't excite me physically ... yes. Yes! Is that ... As if the vision, or the taste did not act on my lower limb ... ha.
Are they or my spirit, my soul, my cute ... that makes those changes? Who is able to do it when necessary; beyond me, and only when the moon requires it? Is the moon who provides this situation, or who claims my tribute? I accept it.
A while ago I experienced the fascination of the Sun, and I began to see its manifestations and its grace. Now the Moon has come into my life, with its mystery, with its presence, with its claim, and ... I hardly feel encouraged to look at it; A few tears wants. Will your sanctuary have desecrated? Will you want ... sexual sublimation?
Until a harmless time ago; beautiful and romantic ... of course !: like a woman. Today ... I don't dare to look at her; claim light, love, beautiful, immaculate woman. Let the lies be over!
She wants Love. She is light, our light in the darkness, the light that GOD has left on the night of man.
I have seen her beautiful and romantic on the one hand, on the other ... lifeless; They have shown us that way, without life.
The Moon is the sister of the earth I think ...
Where is the spirit ... the being of the moon, who channels it? It is in mystical oblivion.
The moon is mute.
From the Sun we take the tan and from the Moon a night of sex. Good!
From the Sun the Sungazing ... And from the Moon ... Isis ... the mother, Maria ... what? Where is the Unification?
The Moon wants her to be sweet ... is that ... I didn't know the sweetness, and how many men know her?
The Moon is peace, and it is passive like the earth ... it is like a mirror that receives light and surrender. It is the intercession in the night of man.
And now ... it demands attention; a lot. And the Sun already escapes me. Thus God wants unity; in man's long night; when your whims end and you just want to return; then God is the Moon itself and only the Moon, as it never was; because it needs to be, to show us that She is "the Sun of darkness", from where the divinity of man comes out.
From above comes the lighting.
It is given to us.
Man does not reach it only ...
Just ... just me ... and my forgotten divinity ...
I have a problem with these theories and conceptions "of the road".
They say that all power is in one. That there is no evil outside, that "the outside" cannot affect us if we live in the light; or the hoponopono, which a woman recommended.
In short, so many philosophical lines that propose us to be a god on earth, oblivious to all evil.
Or with paradises at your fingertips.
And I think ... of all the saints and prophets ... martyrs of his time and his environment, martyrs of man. Is there no evil outside ...?
I see that in my life there are not many misfortunes; but I see people and they do, and very often. The causes are from the distant past and from this life: cause and effect. Then I guess that my divinity is not far away and that I am on the right track; but the little misfortunes still surround me.
In the I Ching, circumstances are mentioned in which the problems do not respond to their own cause, or are not caused by oneself: they respond to external reasons. Then he clarifies that for that same reason the problem will pass. That is, one does not belong to certain misfortunes. They are caused by others.
And what happens to me with these theories is that I have the feeling that they place others in a role of supporting, supporting actors, and that if one changes, one can modify reality ... or change the script as if such a thing. I get the impression that the message is `` you are the most important thing The many do not exist If you change, everything changes
I don't know what the intention seems to me to be good, and it is possible that some things may change, but from there I think we are immune to the outside ... I think you have to be too high to live in That bliss they suggest.
Evolution could not exist unless there were obstacles, the steps.
I believe, to some extent, that life is like that, and I also believe that it is an orange observed from a point, only one, what you see is real; but for me there is more
I think those approaches are good, very good. But as it is below it is above, as we are: society is another and in the sky darkness exists: as below it is above.
And the text of the table continues and there are many elements and situations to achieve the miracle of one thing, unity.
But who is able to say that he has achieved unity?
I believe in my divinity and in its most logical sense that I can imagine, I believe in theirs, who propose those ideas, but I cannot adhere to that path, I do not feel it, since I know that they are yes. The men, who say so.
It is so much the emphasis they make on the same one that does not close me, it does not convince me.
In I Ching, he says that to know someone, it is not necessary to listen to what he is talking about. And these theories speak of them, only they, beyond the rest.
I thought just the following: if my darkness exists, (and I have to worry about enlightening myself) as they say, and I agree that it is; It would be very foolish to think that there is no such darkness in others.
I write and I clarify; Now I think the following: These theories tell everyone the darkness, in reality it is in you; and it is not external And one takes charge instantly ja.
But from the point of view of those who say it then, the darkness is in all followers, listeners or readers: Each one has darkness, but the others do not They have hahahahaha What a contradiction, I'm smiling a lot! JA JA!
What a hoax!
That, and not judge will be harmful but good, maybe it is an obstacle-step that must be overcome.
And I think then what is the way? And I said: it must be the middle one, the fair middle one.
I think the Tao and Buddha talked about the medium.
There is talk of darkness or light, never of the medium, balance.
Unification
There is no unification if there are no pair of opposites or something that needs to be unified.
The word unity could not exist the one, if there were no two, three, four, five or the dark.
The Unit must be the call to unify the parties. They talk about unity and deny the parts
They speak of divinity and deny the darkness. That is not possible. If all were divinity and perfection, neither his words had been written, nor the words, there would be no reason to write them. Ha
Beware of my dogmatism, theirs and so many others.
Maybe they are not deceitful, maybe they are just a slice of an orange.
It is not bad to believe certain things, the problem maybe, is not seeing the rest.
