LORD LANTO
THE SHADOW CREATOR
01/23/2013
Who is the creator of shadows?
Who creates the shadows?
Who powers the Light?
And who is wrapped in the depths of the shadows, but is Man himself?
I was a monk. And my path was long, how is the path of all the Monks. And perhaps it is even longer, the way of a Monk, because he has no distractions.
You, the whole time, get involved in distractions:
They get distracted by being born, they get distracted by walking, they get distracted by growing up. Living with the family. Having friends, having love. Feeling the absence of people, participating in the lives of some, fleeing from the lives of others. Looking for money, making money his God, making money his martyrdom.
However, a monk is distracted by few things.
I went on my spiritual path due to the absolute lack of other possibilities. I had no father, I had no mother. I was abandoned in a monastery. And by a deep grace, by a deep luck, I was welcomed, fed and cared for, in that environment. I grew up surrounded by the great walls of the monastery, but fed. I grew up, having what to eat, having what to wear.
But I saw in all that that was my story, that it was my walk, great pain, great suffering. All that in my life was a great shadow. Because I was unhappy, I was living a life that I didn't want to be mine. Going through experiences, I didn't want my experiences to be. Living pains, I found that he had not chosen for me.
Sometimes he went, accompanied by the Monks, to some work in the village and watched the children, with their families. And there, looking at the happiness of the other, I saw and suffered, thinking about my unhappiness. Thinking about how much it was only. Thinking, in the lap of the mother that I did not have, in the presence of the father, of the counselor that I did not have. I looked at everything I didn't have.
And I grew more and my life was to work and work and work. My shadow became my job. Why did I look at that and think about how many people had everything, easier than me? How many people were free to work and return to their homes? And I stayed there in the same place, imprisoned in the monastery.
And when I grew a little more, my shadow was to think that I wanted to leave and had no courage. My shadow was to imagine another life for me and not have the courage to break the life I had. With fear that it was not true, with fear that the environment would not be favorable, that people would not allow me that way.
And then, when I got older, my shadow was to criticize myself for everything I hadn't lived. For everything I had not done, for the wrong choices, for my lack of courage. For having been friends with some who betrayed me. For having been a victim of the contempt of others. For not loving God enough. For I didn't see myself.
My life was a sequence of shadows: painful, sad. A sequence of claims. A sequence of a dialogue, where he only criticized. And I didn't have the strength to really talk. And he had no strength to see the good of situations; I only saw what was not true, I only saw evil, and I only saw what I wanted to see.
And when I discarnate, when I died and went to a Spiritual Plane, a Being, received me, in a very beautiful place, very peaceful, but that looked like a monastery.
And I thought, my God! Where I went?
Where I go? Where I am? Again in the monastery!
And the person asked me, who had it been? What had he done?
And with very sweet eyes, he waited for me to respond.
And looking down, still incomplete and not understanding very well what was happening to me, I said:
I am a monk. I was a monk all my whole life.
And that other Being, a friend, who was looking at me ... He shook his head and I understood that he said no. But that one was not so sweet. He was so understanding, that movement of his head. It was so cozy that no, that I was not offended, with the refusal of that person. Because I was used to defend myself from everything that happened to me. I was used to defend myself against people, their attitudes, criticism. I was used to staying strong in myself. Locked in my world. Defending myself, because that's how I found it had to be.
But that person, with that shake of his head, touched me deeply. And there I was no longer sure who I had been, what I had done.
And he looked to me and said: You didn't learn my son. Your whole life, you chased your shadow.
And I found that conversation very philosophical, it was far from my understanding. But there, he touched me. And when he touched me, I perceived a cloud that was my thoughts. I perceived how much I was fixed, the whole time, in the same things.
That moment of Light, of spiritual contact, made me see that things were always difficult. Always hazy. That jumped from one flame to another. From one problem to another. From one difficult situation to another. From one negative comment to another, from one fear to another.
And I understood that I had created a story of a great shadow for me.
And today, my message to you is for you to potentiate the Light. His light
Enhance your love. Your strength of love.
Do not look at the problems.
Let the problems be like clouds in the wind.
Even if it is several days, months of rains, there is always the sun, there is always a Light. But the Light is not a subordinate to its wills. Things do not always happen as you plan.
But there is a Light in every act, in every movement, in every person, in every story, in every way. You are the Light.
Power your Light.
Enhance your Good.
Strengthen the Inner Strength.
The Light is in you, and you are in the Light.
We will be working, the entire beginning of this year on the strength of the Trine Flame.
In union with the Blue, Golden and Pink Flame.
We are bringing awareness of your Strength.
Reminding each other's Creative Self.
Your Creative Self and the great Sun of the Heart.
Power the Sun of the Heart. Because the Sun of the Heart is able to clean all the shadows.
In your life, you can always see the shadow and understand the Force of the Sun. Feel the Force of the Sun, love the Force of the Sun.
Revere your Christ Self, and serve with humility the God who is in all.
At the service of the strength of the Trine Flame, I am the Lanto Master. And I bring you my deep reverence in the Sun of Love that rises.
Receive
LANT MASTER
Channel: Maria Silvia Orlovas
