I heard you, and I am exactly there with you. Tob as and Saint-Germain have repeatedly told us, `` The hardest of times has ended '' and `` Things will get easier ''
So what the hell is going on right now?
The other day I took a car ride through the mountains after the channeling of the Saturday of Lucifer, which I have to say I squeezed A few of my buttons. A few nearby Shaumbra asked me: Why worry? This is about the new consciousness and we shouldn't be fearful. Hmmm, as Tobias would say. Conceptually I agree, but these things are coming out of my mouth. I don't think that my neighbors or the fairest people who live in my canyon will see it so lightly. He will be the first to admit that my humanity shows his sinister and protective face from time to time. I asked these same people if they would be eager to put a big bright red sticker LUCIFER IS MY CO-PILOT in his car. The issue of MY intimidation was quickly abandoned.
But back to the madness of all this.
It is the energy of the Quantum Leap. That's it. It is like a Great House Cleaning prior to the Great Change. Think of it as intense deep cleansing. A spiritual enema Or a Truth-or-Consequence mission before the Quantum Leap.
My symptoms of this time phase are easy to identify.
The relationships are terrible. Being surrounded by people with whom you are close is like having them scratching the slate of consciousness with their nails. It is much easier (but still a can) to be surrounded by people you barely know. But the people you have to work with? And what do you live with? And with whom do you share a bathroom and a bed? Let's just say that it is not a crime to THINK about what you would like to do to them from time to time.
Everything is a balance sheet. Have you noticed that practically everything seems to be a lot of excrement recently? And I mean everything. All the news on TV and in the newspapers seems to be even MORE crap than usual! Do you not just want to jump into the television and throw marshmallows at all? Have you noticed that every news commentator, every sports program announcer, every fashion and diet expert and most of the comedians seem to scrub their nerves against their principles? If you are like me, even this Shaumbra newsletter is irritating you!
Nothing is established Everything feels like it's in the air. When you try to find balance and comfort in your ordinary routines it is simply not there. It is hard to make decisions and finalize projects. People you count on are not fulfilling their obligation with their side of the deal. The energy of "tomorrow" (N. of T. said in Spanish the original) seems to be the only standard that applies. Getting to spend the day is like getting together in a pack with the cats.
You feel emotionally numb. The internal connection you had with yourself is not there. You are missing those quiet, rejuvenating times with yourself - even during your sleep - more simply it is not happening.
In Norma Delaney's words, let's all take a deep breath.
All these things you are feeling - anxiety, tension, complete lack of patience with everything and everyone - is part of the transformation before the great Quantum Leap.
It is not a typical adjustment of consciousness. The root energy is the truth. It's about cleaning all the dirt and dust to help you discover your new truth. With all the distractions of human life, it is hard to know what your truth is. You can bring out some nebulous intellectual concepts about your truth, but this pre-Leap Quantum energy digs deep inside you to help you identify your real inner truth. All this is taking place while the energies of consciousness are moving faster than ever!
In some deep inner place, you are finding that the old energy concepts of truth are no longer valid. That is why things seem so unstable. Because you are not making the connection to what you used to know as your truth and guiding principles, you feel emotionally numb. External factors such as relationships and daily routines are not in sync since you are transitioning from your old energy truths to your New Energy truths.
Despite how you feel, this is a good thing. You are allowing yourself to readjust to the New Energy at the deepest levels. House cleaning is rarely fun, but the end result is worth it. In these final weeks before the Quantum Leap, you are purging internal stagnant energies so that a higher or more efficient level of consciousness can be installed. You are replacing old truths and beliefs with new, more appropriate truths.
Instead of judging this as a "bad" time, take a deep breath and consider what is really happening. They are going through a sacred process of a transformation of consciousness just in time for the Quantum Leap. Breathe deeply into your new truth and feel how the energy is different from that of your old truth. Then, instead of resisting the process, celebrate your continued evolution with a piece of chocolate or a glass of wine. Enjoy!
House Cleaning Pre-Quantum Leap
By Geoffrey Hoppe
August 2007 Shaumbra Newsletter
Translation: Irma Sztabinski
