DREAM AWAKEN By Roberto Cabrera Olea
Valparaíso, Chile
DARE TO LIVE IN A DREAM
I sigh inside as I start writing these words. My heart needs to settle in a sensation persecuted for years and that I have been reaching, although for moments the
Ancient habits are terribly attached. But it is natural, everything is natural when I accept that life on Earth has its highs and lows, in addition to its dualities in which the broader understanding can be influenced by cultural biases and values that separate all of the experiences by categorizing them as good or bad.
I believe and have always believed that it is possible to live a dream on Earth. And it is clear that I do not speak metaphorically, but I mean to reach that state in which I can see with my eyes open what my mind and my heart imagine, and experience in my daily life those fantastic connections that apparently are only possible in dream spaces .
And to be aware of it, that is, to realize how life unfolds magnificent and all-possible before my body and my creative hands, before other people; to notice and marvel at the appearance of suns made of human beings, of stars manifested in plants or of incarnated angels even in beings that can apparently harm us. Moreover, to notice how these angels show me so that I can definitely cleanse myself of the biases with which I see the world, to grow and understand that everything is fine as it is, everything is in order if I perceive with love and understanding what comes to me day to day life
Daydreaming, living in wonder and creating everything with love, is a kind of slogan that since childhood I knew it would be my route in this life. There was a strange certainty inside me that the world was much more than adults told me it was, and that there was a force that inhabited everyone and that I was able to transform anything into something beautiful and worthy of admiration, the certainty that everything was possible.
At that time, that feeling led me to tears and a nostalgia difficult to handle since it did not correspond to the external way of seeing things and living life. It was my heritage, one that thanks to Heaven I never forgot and that in these times becomes a reality, it is concretized. Somehow I have learned to bring the truth that bases all existence in the Universe, to the material reality in which I live.
I always believed, I always dreamed, I always imagined. And I notice today how these conditions of the soul are nothing other than the creative magical capacity we all have to manifest our experience on Earth.
It is so, it always has been although we did not know it, and always will be because it is the alchemical condition that from the beginning has allowed the transformation from the subtle to the material, so that from there, the memory, allowed us to transform the material into subtle, but not outside our current existence of flesh and bones, but within it, as magnificent human beings awake and aware that the great mystery of life is to dare to live it in fullness, in love and courage, holding us responsible for the energy that we move to create, and thus achieve autonomy and freedom to stop being victims of everything.
In short, it is to dare to be happy, to live the dream, and to stop blaming any external circumstance for not reaching it.
And I dared. I gave myself to the multiple possibilities and to feel that the whole existence is in my present, and that if my future worries me in some way, it is best to let it go so that it is believed in all fullness, no longer in control, no longer in fear. But it is amazing how those old timeless and manipulative habits of experience sometimes arise, and do not allow things to be well, and lead me to expect something to appear to spoil them.
I laugh, I don't know, I just laugh to realize, and I think that is the grace of all this, to learn to laugh, because I do not intend to achieve perfection in the style we have been taught, nor that fears disappear from my life and the uncertainties; What has made me happy is to learn to observe these states, to understand them, to embrace them with love and without judgments, and to let them disappear in the laughter and joy of conscience, to realize that this game of life is that, a open and willing game to my desires, a generous and free game.
In the long run it is about accepting happiness in my life, and not striding permanently because I dare not be happy. This energy that destroys is strong, but I know that I am more because that energy is also my creation ..., and I laugh out loud this time, because everything returns to my creative magic, everything that builds or destroys in my life is born of My ability to create
And why don't I dare to be happy from time to time? Because I still depend on another to create my experiences, and it's not about separating from others, but about relating to them in freedom, without blaming them on my experiences and without acting to seek that approval that sounds like love from them.
They are they and each one has his own responsibility in his life; that is to say, I do not allow them to blame me for blame, and at the same time I am attentive not to blame them for whatever it is that I did not like living ... but beware, it happens to me, and maybe it will continue to happen to me, but this honesty It makes me feel peace with myself, and I can look back at myself with love and remember something new. The weight in the back disappears and is the best way, the best technique to revitalize my energies and my desire to live: to understand that my whole life is a game with myself, with my capacity for self-love.
In this way I stop fucking and criticizing the outside world, a world that no longer weighs, and I give you a more calm and smiling human. I deliver renewed energies, the only thing that is needed at this time for human consciousness and our beloved planet to move to their new place in the universal concert. It is the only thing, a free and smiling human is what makes the difference to understand that the world is not being destroyed, and to live all the Earth's transformations in the understanding of the major game.
In the long run, one complains about life or others for oneself, for fear of living life to its full extent and all its possibilities. Believing that it is one who creates life, with love or without it, is a great task because you have to take responsibility for everything we live. But the only recipe, the only technique to change the perception of difficulty, is self-esteem.
When there are difficulties I try to remember that I am not loving myself as I am, when something hurts in my heart I try to remember that I am not loving myself as I am, when I do some damage and I blame myself with hard for that, I try to remember that I am not loving myself as I am, and then I can reverse the energies with joy, I apologize, I apologize, I understand that there is no evil in what comes or goes of me, but only a misunderstanding (manifested in fear) of this unique mystery, if I do not love myself, I cannot pretend that life and others They love me.
The beautiful thing is that, on this route to a life dreamed in love, after all, I don't need anyone to love me to be happy and complete.
I accept happiness in my life and I want to get used to living in it, not fearing that there is sadness, but understanding that I can transform it with my own love.
Finally, what makes me laugh and live happily, is to have the certainty that every human stepping on Earth at this time, as well as those who will come, we have this creative capacity, we have the magnificent capacity of self-love, we have the courage and inner strength to dare to live happily, we can understand life and live it with an eternal smile in our hearts, which will then appear in our face.
We can all live our daydream.
With love.
I am Roberto.
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