Within the human mind there are many paths through which one can return to his past or find the mental idea to help him reach his destination. Both things, if achieved, can be very interesting, especially if the person looking for them, is what you really want.
One of those days when you need to be alone, isolated from your environment because problems and people overwhelm you, at about noon, when I left my job, I made the strong decision to go to spend a few hours in the solitude of surroundings of nearby mountains.
I walked at least for an hour. On the way, a terrible feeling of inner loneliness seized me. As if it were a movie, lived sensations and repressed desires were going through my mind, all of them prior to that moment.
I realized how empty a person's life can be if he or she is not able to get out of the daily routine. How hard it can be to lock yourself in and not give outlets to the mind that allow you to eliminate the accumulated negativity during the monotony of that daily work. Perhaps by not doing so many people, unconsciously and little by little, this same routine creates a very special mood for them that without them realizing it ends in depression.
So absorbed I walked with my thoughts that when I wanted to realize I was coming close to a very special place: “La Cadira del Bisbe”, in Premià de Dalt. When I got there, I didn't see anyone and I liked this, because at that time I wanted to be alone.
Looking around, I felt a slight sense of inner peace. I remember that beautiful tree at that time gave off a slight electromagnetic vibration, a circumstance that I wanted to be able to reach the goal for which I was there.
Although the fatigue of the trip was felt, this did not prevent me from having the imperative need to make what would later be for me, a wonderful "Astral Journey" or perhaps, a doubtful Uphological connection.
I sat on the ground, stretched my legs, rested my back on the tree trunk and very softly, I closed my eyes. I was blank for five minutes.
It was a very pleasant feeling that I lived in those moments: I didn't feel my body! It was as if it were part of the environment and at the same time it was something gaseous but very condensed. When I was more at ease I felt a slight chill, which made me suffer a distressing feeling of fear and forced me to force the need to open my eyes again. I did it and I was dazzled: I was no longer in that place!
It was a beautiful valley, there was a great variety of vegetation and in the background, you could see a wonderful blue lake. On one side of it, there were many small houses of different geometric shapes, all of them white. It was day or at least, that seemed to me. I did not dream, that was real. In those moments I thought: what noses do I do here?
I felt so at ease that I decided to advance along the Path that I thought was most suitable to reach that kind of town. More than necessity, they were desires to achieve it, because I sensed that something wonderful was going to happen to me. Although I was in no hurry, I kept moving forward.
This experience seemed like the dream that my whole life had been struggling to achieve. At that time I did not remember my past, nor did I want to return. As I was moving I noticed a curious sensation, it was as if I were walking with someone.
Although this situation caused me some discomfort there was some time when I sensed or thought I saw the figure of a beautiful woman walking next to me. I continued along that endless Path until I finally reached the shore of that wonderful lake.
Unconsciously I leaned in with the idea of drinking from those crystalline waters.
I could not do it, I was petrified: on the surface of the water, next to my image was the figure of a beautiful woman. She must have realized my reaction of astonishment, invited me to get up and in doing so, she kissed my forehead.
I think I remember that he said: “Relax, sad human, I am that Energy to which in your previous life, you always looked for. Do not be afraid, I will never hurt you here, I have been waiting for your arrival for a long time, today we will chat.
I don't know if it was the great feeling of inner peace that caused me the great depth of his gaze, that unexpected kiss, or maybe his presence, that for a few moments made me find myself so well, that deep down I wished that that moment would never I finished
Together we resumed the march, we did it advancing along the side of the lake. The Path was very beautiful, on one side the vegetation and on the other, its crystalline and calm waters.
When it was about a hundred meters to reach the multi-geometric town, my companion invited me to sit next to a kind of rock on the side of the Path. We should be in that place about twenty minutes of our time. Instinctively, we both introduced our semi-transparent feet into those waters.
It was when I noticed their contact when something energetically mysterious invaded my whole being. I can assure you it was a rare sensation. After a few seconds, when we left those crystalline waters again I felt very relaxed.
The look of that Energy was very intense, there was something about her that told me to be careful. She smiled and in doing so her semi-transparent face gave off a slight luminosity that I liked.
I couldn't take it anymore and asked:
Who you are?
What are you doing here?
The answer became eternal:
You really don't know me?
That you and I just had an experience. Some time ago that after yours, I had my physical death, there on Earth, where we both should have been great friends and our friendship and feelings should have united us to such an extreme, that if it had been reality, you would not you would have let yourself die. If we chat and clarify our desires and feelings, this is what from these moments, if you wish, is what will allow us to be together again forever, ”she replied.
I was very well and the sensation I experienced when I heard those words was so relaxing, that in those moments a multitude of positive and negative sensations lived with that "Being" passed through my mind.
She noticed it and I observed that her face was saddened and that reminded me again of more sensations lived together in our physical life.
At that time her situation and her desires showed me that deep down she was still very fragile, that she was afraid and that she wanted to convince me, although at that moment I saw her tremendously strong, even though the expression in her gaze was sad and impenetrable, feeling that exerted on me a strong attraction.
Mechanically we get up and resume our slow walk. In those moments we felt so immensely sad that this situation generated us hurries and a tremendous desire to reach our destination.
We finally decided to resume our slow walk through that wonderful Path again. After a while we arrived inside that curious nucleus of houses.
It must have been the hustle or bustle that made me feel scared for the first time, at least I noticed it. Even so, we continued walking for a long time in all directions with the fixed idea that from time to time someone would come out to meet us.
The place itself was unattractive because there was no vegetation, the distribution was somewhat monotonous. Suddenly we both noticed some strange vibrations: it was as if a `` Mysterious Force '' drove us to move towards a circular building with its top part finished in pyramid.
In it there were no doors, the inner walls of the circle should measure about three hundred meters in length and an approximate height from the ground to the point at which the four angles met, forming the peak of the pyramid, about fifty meters. The interior walls gave off an intense luminosity and their contemplation gave us fascination and at the same time a slight sense of helplessness towards the unknown.
The floor of the enclosure was covered by an immense white marble slab in whose center there was a kind of large anagram. Unconsciously we continue advancing until we are in the center of the enclosure. It was from those moments that I never saw that woman's energy again.
In a fraction of a second he noticed a slight sensation of mental emptiness. Without realizing it, I instantly appeared in that same place sitting on a large turntable. After the classic seconds that follow that fascination produced by the sensation of living in such a direct way unknown things, as well as the fright that this produces for you, I decided to adapt to the circumstances of the moment and wait to see what happened because I was convinced that something was going to happen.
Although I felt alone, I was very calm. Suddenly, in that place there was an impenetrable darkness and very gently the platform began to turn on itself, which generated in me a very special sensation, it seemed as if travel on that object over time.
I did not like that my eyes remained closed, and I tried to open them and it was when I observed that the lower walls of the enclosure were illuminated and they were reproducing scenes of my real life that were becoming They were more intense and sometimes even disappeared.
It was as if I was living a movie about my own life. He understood that this was not fictitious, that according to what circumstances this could be a bitter reality.
Something inside me raised the possibility of remaining eternally in that place or returning to my physical reality. If I did the latter, my idea was to return in a not too distant time.
My decision was to return. I caught around me as if someone or something was saddened by my sudden decision. Even so, the desire to return was superior.
Maybe it was the noise of some kids or the fear of not returning, but the fact was that when I opened my mind again and my eyes to life, I found myself sitting by the trunk of that beautiful tree.
It had been about thirty-five minutes, I was not tired and although the environment did not meet the conditions of the other place I can assure you that I am there, I like it.
Author: Elías Robles (Professor Saile Selbor)
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My reflection: In writing this narrative I have learned to read its contents several times, since the life of a person may lack value and importance, if our experiences in it are not the result of a long and deep meditation on the reason for every thing.
I would tell you that whenever you can and circumstances allow you to reflect on yourself and see how there are very curious and important things in your life and yet, most of the time you are the last to realize the true value that Each one of them has for you.
What I liked most about this experience of mine, is that I have been able to live it many times and that every time I have achieved it I have felt more in harmony with myself and have always managed to modify or see with something more than clarity, the circumstances and the facts that I have told you in this.
